Beautiful

I've been thinking about death a lot lately. I had a bad day at work a few days ago and I just wanted to end it all right there. The BF talked me out of it. Well... he didn't talk me out of it because he didn't know I wanted to die, but he made me feel like not dying. How Sweet.

I also have been thinking about beauty and beautiful people. I want to tell people that they are beautiful to me.

And one last thing... I've been thinking about having my coworkers find my blog. Find it and confront me about it. I'll leave this electronic paper trail on all the computers at work and they'll find me out.

They'll have an intervention. But I'll deny everything I'm feeling about how I want to die all the time.