You know what... fuck the non-existant followers of my blog.
I started this blog because I thought that maybe, just mabye, I would be able to find somebody who felt the same as me. Maybe I'd find somebody who could relate to me - who could say, Hey, Suicidal, I totally get you. You want to die and I understand because there was this one time where I wanted to die too.
And I've been searching for someone like me on blogger.com ever since I started this blog. I've been searching for someone who feels like I do. Someone who sometimes feels like dying. Literally.
And I guess I'm just disappointed because I haven't found anyone yet and it kind of hurts to know I'm alone in the real world and alone in the blogging world.